Another Day In My Life

I know I'm not the only one, but it doesn't lesson the emotions or make this experience any less painful. Things are, okay. I'm working every day to forget the past and focus on the future, focus on myself and my children. It's not easy when the one you love betrays you, it's even worse when they've been betraying you all along, but at least he didn't fall in love with someone else. We can still have this beautiful family, unfortunately it is reliant on him and his choices. 

To this point his choices have proven him selfish. He's proven that his needs meant more to him then me, then his kids. Humans are selfish, right? We are beings that look out for us. I guess I'd hoped that humans have evolved into a much logical creature, an intelligent creature, but at the end of the day we're driven by our animal instinct. At the end of the day so many choose to go down the wrong path.

They lose themselves, their dignity, their loyalty, and most of all they risk losing their loved ones. For what? Selfishness!